Otsuka Ai: Daisuki Dayo 好愛你

Natasha Bedingfield-Unwritten

Blegh, It's been days since I last updated! So busy everyday....managed to come online today just to research some topics for my Saturday class; Television News.

Piled with so much homework too...I sleep like a log now. XDD

I hope I can find time to update Rewind soon...(but that's a bit unlikely, seeing the outrageous amount of homework and tests I have to study for.)

I lose myself in my memories...

Memories of what could've happened.

If I could meet you again...

I want to ask you...

"Do you still remember me?"
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I see you at the corners of my eyes,

In my dreams

In my fantasy.

A fantasy of what could've happened.

I feel as if they're gonna pop out any minute! It's been so hectic these last few days...Revision, reviewing my studies...even though it's like, only the second day of my high school life.

I think I need to update Rewind soon...maybe I'll do that tomorrow. - -;

敦煌古路的沙礫帶著我們的記憶
我在半路看回去這秦關漫漫好蜿曲

*夢想穿過了西域包含了多少的戰役
愛情像一本遊記我會找尋它的密語*

看月牙灣下的淚光
在絲路之上被遺忘

#是誰的心啊孤單的流下
他還好嗎我多麼想愛他
那永恆的淚凝固的一句話
也許可能蒸發

是誰的愛呀用淚水堅強
輕聲呼喚就讓我溶化
那一滴雨水演化成我翅膀
向著我愛的人追吧#

repeat *

看月牙灣下的淚光
在絲路之上被遺忘

repeat #

repeat #

Gah, I took so many pictures! (I swear, my cell phone memory will go 'boom' soon.)

Practiced our drama one last time in the classroom and on stage...(I bought breath mints just for my role....blasted lion XD) We played 'Wizard of Oz'. I got the role of the cowardly lion, so I made a complete fool of myself while wearing my Tigger headband lol! Though, It was fun, so I'm not complaining...much.


And then took pictures for a whole period with my classmates, asked for emails, blah blah....

Then after lunch, during rest time...Jenny and Earth accused me of having odd choices for men. O.o; They gave me 'wth' stares when I asked them if the person I took a picture with on my ipod was handsome...

SO! I'm used to it now, even though it gets to me often...*sniff* And everybody's talking about makeup and...and...celebrties. I'm not interested in that so I'm often pretending I know at least something...(blah.)

"Have you heard of (insert random person here)?"

"No...."

"What? You haven't!??! *gives odd stare at me*"

"What?"

- -++

Then we had a three hour closing ceremony. It was...slightly fun. XD Took lots n' lots of pictures!  Our class was the last one to go on stage for our drama. (We realized nobody was really paying attention. Whew) I made a complete fool of myself as usual. (XD) And then at the end, we sang 'Over the Rainbow.' Blah, I had the microphone, I could hear my own voice...I think it cracked when I hit the high notes.

After everything, Erica, our TA cried O.o; We got hugs from Carys and her...and when it was my turn, Erica and I hugged for a long time. I felt like crying too ;-; But I didn't...(afterwards, I felt a little guilty coz lots of people were really crying.) Erica-(June 24, Cancer)
I don't know  a lot of Cancer people...so I was rather surprised when I realized our TA is a Cancer. Then again, our personalities are a bit similar. XD

I went with Alice to go find Stanley (Our camp leader)...(We did, and he was at a secluded place, surrounded by squealing females XDDD) I kept on cracking up, I didn't know why, it was just too funny! (But I do have to admit, he does look better up close. :P) Ne' way, I got him to sign my name tag, (he nearly took it away because he was heading to the teacher's HQ)  XD I had to follow him....There were some girls who fanned him and helped wipe his sweat XD (All the while squealing. I had a feeling they weren't going to throw away the tissue)

Then we ended up surrounding the teachers HQ XDDD Girls were outside the classroom, squealing "Stanley! Stanley! Stanley!" I suddenly felt very sorry for him XD Then a school teacher (from our school I mean) came out and told us he's gonna let us take his photo for a minute I think...then everybody started to squeal again XDDD

He stood on a rock and posed for everybody (making everyone squeal again >>;;) Stanley kept facing away from me, so I called out, "Over Here!" And he actually turned around and stared right at me. XD Then everybody started to copy me. Blah. Damn you all XD Then afterwards, he went back in, but there was still an angry mob outside waiting. XD

("Bye, Stanley!" -Me, "Bye!"- Stanley. Girls started to squeal happily, and I quickly ran. Twas scary. XD)

Alice then dragged me to find Daniel, another rather handsome teacher. (But I for one, think Stanley's better looking. *Cough*) ANYWAY! We found him, surrounded by another mob. It's smaller though. Alice squeezed in and got a signature from him, and I got her to help get one for me, on my name tag. (YESSHUU - -;;) Well, anyway, someone started to help fan him from behind. ("What? Oh thanks!"- Daniel)

Thus, the end of the 8 day ALV Camp. ;-; It was fun! I wished it was longer....blah.

I'm always like this around 'the time of month'. I get pissed for the smallest of things...

But I don't think the 'thing' I'm getting pissed off for right now isn't small..

It's about my school uniform you see...I have to sew my school id no. on it. .....

我上了. 我上了英文資優班. 其實我並沒有很高興...

我只有一種 '我認了' 的想法...

因為未來三年...我下定決心....

絕對要一直都在英文資優班....

成績要維持好....

為了將來....

要努力...

壓力會很大...我聽說的...我也相信這是事實

(我忘了哪個科目) 的總平均都要比別班高出20分....(但我想必定是英文)

所以...所以.....

要加油!

Legend-
[C-Pop] -Chinese Pop 華語歌
[J-Pop] - Japanese Pop 日文歌
[K-Pop] - Korean Pop 韓文歌
[English] -英文歌

No, I'm not dead...

I'm just blankly living each day.

Spacing out here and there...reading English magazines...listening to music...

Urgh, and classes are starting tomorrow-

Which probably means I won't able to sit down and happily write. *Gasp*

SOMEBODY SHOOT ME NOW!

IT'S BLASPHEMY! I don't like wearing skirts or dresses for that matter.....

And socks! And...and...shoes! They have rules! Regulations!

Bloody hell!

(stares at my legs)

Damn, I'll have to remember to shave....xDDD

I noticed the lack of c-pop lyrics on LJ....

Was thinking of managing a community that revolves around sharing c-pop lyrics.

But I don't have that much time so...blah...

And here I was thinking: "I'm going to make the world a better place!"  XDD

What was your most memorable vacation, and why?

To Tokyo! Bloody hell, it was so fun! And...ah...the tour guide's an added bonus. (Cough)

What is one food that you refuse to try? Why?

Jew's ear! It has that odd squishy-crunchy sound when you bite into it...(shudder)

I mean, I SHOULD have left my email!

What was I thinking?


Just because my parents literally shot daggers at me on the tour bus?

If I had left my email...then..then...I could've nagged him to help buy some manga-related things!

MY CHANCE! IT'S GONE! DAMMIT!

(takes big breaths.)

Then again, it wouldn't be good for me. I think. I'd probably sit in front of my computer waiting for him to come online! Each weekend! (babbles incoherently) No! no! NOOOO! (Dies)

Day 3- August 8, 2007　(for the oddest reason, I can't seem to remember much about day 3)

Woke up early today, and ate breakfast at the same place. Passed by Jack while I was getting iced oolong tea, and greeted each other. (And for some odd reason, one that I realized later, the lyrics to a great song sprang up in my mind; '想著你　露出微笑...看著你,露出微笑,")  blerrrgh!

We headed to 明治神宮...bought some souvenirs, took pictures, prayed (blah) and then headed to a different place...(one that I can't seem to remember it's name. O.o;) In the afternoon though, we headed to Odaiba, (which is the place where Taichi from Digimon lives. XDD) to shop, shop and shop!

I swear, I spent twice as much as I thought I would've. Anyway, my mom and I walked until our feet hurt (again). But the clothes we found where superb, and my mom got to buy some things, so we weren't complaining at the time.

Headed back to Grand Prince Hotel....and slept early for Day 4, Tokyo DisneY!fuewhwhahahahh!